Tuesday, February 9, 2010
DUNNO HOW TO DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS NOW
SAD, ANGRY,HAPPIE, CONFUSED, HURT
AFTER WAT I SAW ON THE NET
I REALISE THAT AFTER SO LONG
THIS WAS WHAT U FELT
I DUNNO HOW TO EXPLAIN
OR RATHER HOW TO ACCEPT IT
MAYBE I DUN EVEN NEED TO
BOTHER ABOUT IT .
BUT THAT OBVIOUSLY IS NOT POSSIBLE
AFTER ALL THESE UPS AND DWNS
I AM RATHER PAIN THE THE EXTEND
THAT I AM GOING TO BE NUMB
TO A POINT WHERE I MIGHT EVEN BE
AFRAID OF ACCEPTING NEW RELATIONSHIP
BUT WHO AM I TO BLAME?
MYSELF BA, I CAUSE THIS ENDING BY
MYSELF. ALL THE STUPID DECISION I MADE
ONE AFTER ANOTHER. IT WASNT YOUR FAULT
IT WAS ME WHO MADE U CRIED , MADE U SAD
HOWEVER THERE WERE OTHER REASONS
TO Y THIS ENDED THIS WAY .
PLP MIGHT THINK I AM WRITING IN MY BLOG
SO THAT PLP WILL TAKE PITY ON ME
ITS UP TO U TO BELIEVE OR NOT
WELL I FEEL THAT WHEN I WRITE ON THE BLOG
I FEEL MORE RELIEVED
MUCH MORE ACTUALLY
WRITIING ALL MY PROBLEM OUT ,
BEEN DOING THAT FOR LIKE YEARS .
SO YA , NT WANTING PLP TO PITY ME.
BYE
I FEEL DWN
Labels: GIRL I LOVE YOU
it got me home
8:45 AM
