Tuesday, December 1, 2009

KELVIN TEO IS DEAD .
THE WORSE HAPPEN
WAT A WAY TO END
THIS VERI DAY
Y CANT KELVIN TEO
LEAD A CAREFREE LIFE
WITHOUT LIKING ANY1
WAT I DETEST NW
BEING ALONE , I WAN TO SLP
AND NEVER WAKE UP
IF I CAN.
NEVER REGRET KNWING U
THOUGH, THX FOR EVERYTHING
ALL ALONG , WAS MY WISHFUL
THINKING
THX FOR PUTTING UP WITH ME
I GUESS THAT IS IT
FEW MONTHS OF HAPPINESS
BUT A YEARS OF AGONY
I COULDNT CONTROL MY EMOTIONS
TEARS CAME DWN MY FACE JUST NW
THAT FEW DROPS
THE FIRST GIRL I EVER CRIED FOR
I GUESS I AM A GUY
WITH A WEAK MIND AND WEAK HEART
I AM NOT EVEN STRONG
I NEVER LEARNED, GIVEN 2 CHANCES
I TOOK THE FIRST FOR GRANTED
THE SECOND WAS A MIRICALE
I TOLD MYSELF THAT TIME IT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN
I TOOK IT FOR GRANTED HOWEVER
I WAS REALLI HAPPIE WITH NO WORRIES AT ALL
FOR THAT 4 MTH+
BUT NOT ANYMORE .
BLAME NO 1 BUT MYSELF
ITS FUCKING MYSELF WHO
DOESNT WAN TO CHERISH
I HATE MYSELF FOR WAT I HAVE DONE
WATS THE POINT OF HAVING EVERYTHING I NEED
WHEN MY HEART AND MIND IS ACHING
NO POINT I GUESS
THE GAMES DON HELP .
NTH HELPS NOW .
1% CHANCE I WOULD EVEN SLP TODAY

BYE GUYS
WONT BE POSTING UNTIL .............

Labels: I GUESS PIGS DO FLY

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10:15 AM

Thursday, November 26, 2009

ANGRY POST I GUESS
YTD WATCH FINISH NEWMOOM COME BACK
KENA PISS OFF BY SOME PLP
SERIOUSLY NO 1 IS PRO IS EVERY FUCKING HERO
SAY U CMI JSUT TAKE IT LA
FUCK, SERIOUSLY THAT HERO CMI WAT
U GT LAST AND Y CANT U FCKING TAKE PLP CRITICS?
KNN I KENA CRITIZSE I ALSO NEVER KP BACK
CM LOUSY LOUSY LA
I TRAIN LA , U CNANOT SAY I TRAIN LA
AND U FUCKING KNW I HATE THAT FUCKING WORD THE MOST
U PURPOSELY WAN TO SAY RIGHT
KNN FCK U LA
SAY WAT I VERI PRO LA
GD LA U SAY I VERI PRO
BUT I DON THINK I PRO IN ALL HEROS WAT
THAT INCULDE U LA KNN
LEARN TO FUCKING ACCEPT PLP CRITISIM LA
THIS IS NOT FIRST TIME LA
ALOT TIMES ALRDY , JUST HAPPEN MY MOOD NT VERI GD
U COME XL ME
I BURST OUT
THATS ALL,MOST HAVE A ATTITUDE PROBLEM
THAT FUCKING INCLUDES U
TILL THEN I WONT FUCKING TALK TO U LA
U ARE MY GD FRIEND, THAT DOESNT MEAN
I WONT GET PISSED OFF BY U.

DAYS PAST BY
SAME WAY IT HAS BEEN
I GUESS ITS NT GOING MY WAY
BUT STILL I WONT GIVE UP

Labels: WATS SHOULD I DO

it got me home
11:43 PM

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

HELLO
NOWSDAY I LIKE MY SLP
CAUSE I ALWAYS DREAM OF THING
THAT MAKE ME HAPPIE
BUT WAKE UP LIAO HO
LIKE SHIT AHHAS
STILL SAME SITUATION EMOING THERE
WISH I NEVER WAKE UP
LOLS STAY IN THE DREAM WORLD -.-
HAHAS
THIS FEW DAES
NEVR EMO MUCH LA
CAUSE ... HAHAS
ONLI BE4 I SLP
HAHAS YTD COULDDNT SLP
TODAY 3+ LIAO U THINK I CAN SLEEP? HAHAS
JOKE
TOTALLY CANT I GUESS
TRY LO HAHAS
HUNGRY LIAO
EAT BREAD BA HAHAHAS
AND I AM NTO FINDING ANY JOBS LA WAOLAO HAHAS
TODAY WAKE UP 4PM
GO BBALL WITH CLIQUE
THEN WENT DINNER AT ANUT HOUSE
MY COUSIN TURNING FROM BAD TO WORSE LA
ZZZ A REPLICA OF MY BROTHER LO
EVEN MORE CHAM THEN HIM HAHAS
SAT DOWN AND TALK TO HER LA
TOTALLY IGNORE 4 OF US LA
ME AND 3 COUSIN
THEN MY BRO CAME LATE
SIT DWN CAN TALK TO HER 1H
I GUESS IT TAKES 1 EXPERINECED PERSON TO TALK TO HER HAHAS!
MY BRO LO , GUO LAI REN HAHAS
SATURDAY GOT FAMILY GATHERING HAHAS
SPENDING TIEMWITH MY COUSINS
FUN LO HAHAS
BUT IST NOT EVERYDAY HAHAS
SO I WILL STILL BE SAD HAHAS
AND YEAH NOT GOING HONGKONG ALRDY
3 TO 10 HAHAS BRO NOT GOING SO I DON WAN
STAY IN SG LA
BETTER HAHAS
NTH MUCH TO SAY LA
GTG

I DON MIND BA
AS LONG AS I CAN GET THAT MOMENT
I KNOW I WORKING TOWARDS A DEAD END
BUT ITS JUST MY PERSONALITY I GUESS
I NEVER GIVE UP WHEN I DO THIS
GOOD AND BAD? REALLY ZZZ
ITS YET AGAIN THE SAME THING I TELL MYSELF
DURING SEC 3 AND 4
THE DAMN WORD IS
CHERISH
CHERISH CHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISH
CHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISHCHERISH
I GUESS I NEVER LEARN
NXT TIME PASTE ON MY DOOR AND COMPUTER

Labels: LEARN HOW TO CHERISH

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11:12 AM

Thursday, November 19, 2009

HAD A LONG CHAT WITH MY MUM JUST NW
I WAS BLUFFED ALL ALONG
SHE TOLD SHE KNEW I HAD GF ALL ALONG HAHA
THEN Y I NEED TO HIDE -.-
IF MORE OPEN BU SHI HAO
LOLS!!!!
JOKE LA
MY MUM BLUFF ME
SAY WAT CANNOT HAVE GF
ZZZZZ
BIGGEST JOKE LA
NOW SHE KNW I HAVE BE4 HAHAS
SO I GT GREEN LIGHT TO HAVE GF LIAO LO
HAHAS YEAHHHH HAHAS
GTG BYE

YTD EMO WHOLE NIGHT
CANT FKING SLP
JUUST HATE THAT FEELING LA
CANT GET IT OFF MY MIND

Labels: WHO CAN SAVE ME

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4:43 PM

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

BACK TO POST AGAIN
AT 3? HAHAS
POST 1H AGO
WELL ICANT BLOODY HELL SLP
I REALLY CANT SLP LA
I FEEL LIKE EATING SLEEPIN PILLS LO
SERIOUSLY
Y CANT MY LIFE BE A CAREFREE LIFE LIKE
MY OTHER FRIENDS?
I GUESS DIFFERENT PLP DIFFERENT LIFE
I DUNNO WAT WILL HAPPEN NXT LA
I JUST HOPE ITS TOWARDS THE GD SIDE
AND NOT ANYMORE THE BAD STUFF
I SERIOUSLY CANNOT TAKE IT ALRDY
SAVE ME FROM THIS FUCKING AGONY
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!

Labels: WHY DO I HAVE SUCH A LIFE

it got me home
11:10 AM

THE 2ND DAY SINCE I CAME BACK
ITS HAS BEEN THE WORSE I THINK
AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS GOING WELL
BUT NOT REALLY I GUESS
I WAS JUST MY OWN WISHFUL THINKING ALL ALONG
ITS QUITE OBVIOUS NOW I GUESS
BUT STILL I CANT SEEM TO GET OVER HER
I WAN TO OK
I JUST CANT I GUESS
SAME THING AS MANI PLP
HW I WISH TIME COULD TURN BACK HAHAS
WE SHOULD NEVER GT TGT DURING OLVL PERIOD
IT WAS THE WRONG TIME AND PERIOD
ME GETTING PISSED OFF
BECAUSE CANNOT GO OUT
LACK OF TIME SPEND TGT
WORSE
QUARREL EVEN MORE HAHAS
I GUESS PAITIENCE IS A VIRTURE
THINGS WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT
AS I SAID
IF HAHAS
IS ALL IF LO
NOW ITS ALRDY DONE
I CANT DO FUCK
BUT JUST CONTINUE WITH THIS FUCKED UP LIFESTYLE
EMOING ALL DAY
WHEN I AM ALONE
NOW WORSE I WITH FRIENDS ALSO WILL EMO
SERIOUSLY
LIFE IS A LIVING HELL
SAVE ME PLS

Labels: WHO CAN SAVE ME

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9:58 AM